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▸ Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,love leaves a memory no one can steal. ... ♬
Saturday, February 12, 2011
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Feb the 7th, I woke up at 5 in the morning. My cell phone rang, it's my best friend, Flove. I knew something wrong happened, so I lifted the call. In a sad tone, she asked for my help. I said '' What's wrong?''. She cried and replied ''My dad,....... He's sick''. I asked her to keep calm. Pray and leave everything to Him. She doesn't go to school that day. I missed my school bus but never ceased to comfort her.
I was afraid late for school but I promised I'll call her after school. So, I did call her. I told her about school, it was a huge relief when she chuckled. I ended our conversation. I told her, whatever happens, don't skip your meals or do something stupid and don't forget take a rest.
5:51 p.m
She texts me, ' This is such unbearable tears. I feel like stupid. crying all the time. I just can't stop. I just can't.'
I woke up from a short nap and replied ( I forgot what I texts). Her father struggling so hard for his life. I wish I can do something for her. Praying is the only thing I can do.
9:33 p.m
'He goes to the Lord. End of his pain'. I'm speechless. Seriously, I don't know what to do. I kept telling her to be patient. On the other hand, I felt like I am the worse best friend, a woman ever had. It was all through texts. I want to meet her face to face, lean my shoulders and ears. She kept telling me she's okay, but I knew she wasn't. How am I going through school without her? I did what she said, goes to school as usual. I kept busying myself, I faked laughters and smile, I told my friends I am fine.There was a moment tears falling down on my cheeks. I can't hold it anymore. No matter how hard they comforts me, I can't bear my tears. I miss my best friend!!
I'M ALL ALONE.
Get rid of all bitterness, rage, anger, harsh words, and slander, as well as all types of malicious behavior. Instead, be kind to each other, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God through Christ has forgiven you.
Ephesians 4:31-32 NLT