I feel sad, really sad. Why the heck you want to take everything from me? I always consider you as the best, but now you gave me fucking shit that fucking hurts me. I always feel being ignored, all the fucking time. No one around me cares for me. Or if they did, that is a total bullshit! They're just curious about you, they sure give advices,but they don't even care about my problems neither me! That's what I called
bloody hypocrite. They only need you when they're in despair but to you, they just don't care.
Shit #1
I miss the old you. I miss our crazy moments together. I love to hear your voice, the beautiful melody that sends chills down my spine. I was so stupid to believe you.. Waiting for the confession. But I ended here,hopeless, confessing the bloody truth about it. Why are these happened to me? I'm not a fucking option you faggot liar! Why don't you get a bunch of whore to play with? Or barbie doll would be great. Hey, I know, let's not be friend, 'cause I freaking hate you, friggin muggle.
Shit #2
Once again or should I say the hundredth times; I shattered into pieces. Ignoring the fact that you are nobody else to me, you're nothing to me. Your name rolls around in my head, plays around my tongue like a contented pig in muck. It's funny I remembered our good times together and I ended up shedding tears. All I can do is reminding myself to be strong, just move on; 'cause I can only live once. So live to the fullest. I just wish I could run from all this mess.
Waiting is the hardest part. Throughout the journey there are so many things that could shake your faith down then
leave your loved ones. I cried tho. That is the stupidest thing I've ever done in my life; crying over you 'cause you hurt me. Please, I don't want it. I never wanted to experience it. You said you'll wait, well let's see. Oh, you broke your promise. You're not interested to talk with me. This is not fascinating, it's about a girl with a fragile heart which is literally broken, trying to put it back for a perfect shape of a heart. Guess what, it's impossible cause no matter how hard you try, you still can see the cracks. I wish we never met..If only I knew things get worse when we are together, I never wanted to be with you. I was stupid enough to believe you. Karma's a bitch!
-tasha
