Pheww, I made my own layout. Yay me! Even it's not really cute or beautiful or whatever, but I'm fully satisfied. O My , I spend hours for this layout. I even skip my meal = =" I don't care what people say though, it's simple and I think it's nice. Don't you dare underestimate my hard work yea.
Hehe, I'm effin excited~ HNGGGGG.Rudy teaches me play guitar. At the first place, I wasn't really excited to learn. Until, he plays my favorite song; Avenged Sevenfold-warmness on the soul. I tried so hard. I got blisters on my fingers too, but I managed to play that song at last. Well, let say 70 percent. But to me, it was a great accomplishment because I've tried to play guitar since I was 11 and guess what, yess! It never works. Now, I mean, at least it works aite?
Do you ever feel like throwing pebble to someone's face or throwing your phone to the ground over a small matter? Well, good if you don't. If you ask me, hngggg~ yesss. I've always had that feeling lately. First, people around me kept hurting me. I was like, what on earth is going on here? Why am I always get hurt? Can I just enjoy living my life? Urgggggg! This is fakieenggg sshieets ya know. And I can't wait to end this.
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During an additional class with Mr.Lee, I discovered something very amazing. Something that brighten my day and put a smile on my fugly face. I thank God for giving me such a wonderful day. It's like, all the burden, bloody pain; being washed away. All the misery, bitterness and loneliness, it fades away. The joy that I felt, I don't know how to say it, but something very sweet, something really beautiful; overwhelmed me. No words can describe how fortunate and happy I was at that time. I'm speechless. I don't know what to say and where to start. My heart skipped a beat. Then.......I shattered into million pieces. Like, I mean, getting a boyfriend is virtually impossible for me. I just wish for a pleasant life in the future and I'm more than satisfied. I wish for a man who loves me as much as I love him or maybe loves me more than I do. I just don't want to experience my past love again. It hurts me so much, I don't think I could give a chance or what. Every time I look or think of you, all I could feel is pain. No love, just pain. How could you call this love? Hey, you know what, love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So, take your time and choose the best. Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is a lie. Get what I mean? Hey love, if you're seeking for an answer from me, I DO :)
much love,
tasha
*sorry. yea i knw, correction for my grammmar ;)
