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▸ Day 2- current relationship satus ... ♬
Friday, January 7, 2011
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Preferred single. I think I'm so much better with this status. I don't know why..But it's a relief, to be a loner, i guess. I'm not saying having a relationship is wrong but at my age, I think I'm not heavily into it. Crushes? Haha, most of my crushes are K-pop cuties/actors. gaha, Imma die-hard-fan for that! Seriously, I hate brokenhearts, I wish I never had that, I never experienced that, I never knew how it feels or how painful it is. It's not just hard, could make you crazy, hell. I won't easily let myself fall for it. Cause I know where it will ends up and I never want to experience it again. Geez, I wish there's a switch button in my heart so I could just press off if I get hurt and turn it on if I'm ready to fall in love again. I'm tired of lies, hatred and jealousy. The ego. I can't get along with that. It's horrible, a nightmare. Whoever wants to feel it? I'm sick of lying, lying about my real life. I don't want people to understand me, no matter how hard I tried, NO ONE will ever understand but it's possible for God. Nobody will get hurts, not a heartache...if not with me...I'm just being myself, I don't want anyone knows my feelings. What I'm going through the path of my life........
-PEACE